About this website


This project is created based on the personal need of the author to explore, express, and comprehend their emotions in times where communication with their better half is impossible for reasons beyond their control.

It has the form of letters sent to their beloved one describing their state, daily activities, and of course immense love as if communication was never interrupted. This way the author explores feelings like fear, uncertainty, sadness, stress, or happiness caused by the loss of communication and companionship.

The goal of this project is for others to see how one can experience and process such events in hope that they may help someone in the future. In addition, it can serve as a source of information regarding the state of the author to CB in case they read them.

One could describe it as an artistic form, or some kind of literature, thus the author shall consider themselves an artist from now on. That is a new thing that sprung up organically from the situation.

The letters are presented in a reverse chronological order as new ones are generated every day. If deemed important for easier reading in the future a chronological order may be presented.

In case you want to get nerdy about the material the letters are written on a Rhodia A5 8gsm notebook, using either a Lamy Safari fountain pen using Parker Quink (not the best choice in hindsight), or a Pilot G-2 07 gel pen.

All the content is generated without the use of LLMs (duh) and will be archived in the internet archive so that it can be stored "eternaly".